Azadeh G.: This going backwards is not only what some groups inside the diaspora are asking for, or maybe people in Iran are affected by. I think this is a vision of Orientalism. And when they put us in this category, they expect us to go backwards – they don’t expect from us something like deep democracy. And I think this is the problem with some media, like what you mentioned with Deutsche Welle. Who are we? How do they define us? How do they see us? How did they characterise us? What is the scenario, what is the story that they have written about us? And I think the very important thing that is happening during this uprising is, this is actually broken and some are trying to put this broken thing back together, which I don’t like. I don’t like this kind of trying to rebuild their expectations on us. And using us as their own actors, like their own characters, putting us on the scene. This is what I would like to resist.
Ozi: Maybe I can say something about monarchy, because as long as I was living in Iran I never thought that I would go to a demonstration with lion and sun flags and actually have to speak with these people. Because as the organising person, who is kind of mediating with the audience, you don’t want them to fight with each other – you need to approach these people and talk with them. For me, approaching people who are your opposition or who discriminate against you is not a new thing. Before this whole thing about Iran, I was just an entertainer. In comedy, I find a power where I can actually approach people. And I built a queer community for myself, or around me. But social media or being open out there is never safe. And me, as a person like this, going to a demo, in front of a person with patriarchy dripping from their eyes – how to approach that person? At the demo on the 1st of October, there was a moment where I really made this leap. A few times I had to approach small groups with lion and sun flags – even though we asked everyone to not bring any flags other than Kurdish or Pride flags – and ask them to not make a cluster which was not a peaceful conversation. There were many people in the demonstration, 10.000 people and we were prepared only nearly 2.000 people, therefore it was evident to us that we couldn't control everything.
Afterwards, I held a speech there. I went onto the truck and I said to everyone, “I talked to every one of you, the ones with the Kurdish flag, the ones with the pride flag, the ones with the lion and sun flag, to all of you fighting with each other and swearing at me. This is not the time for this fight. Let’s just get rid of the Islamic Republic, and then we need to sit down democratically and talk with each other, because this in-fighting won’t bring us anywhere.” And then I cut my hair off, on the truck, and I came down with the scissors and gave them to people in the audience and asked them to help me cut my hair. And there were lots of people with the lion and sun flag who helped me with this. This was a moment where we understood that we can talk with each other, we can understand that we are fighting the same common enemy, but we need to understand where the red lines are. So all in all, my task from the past four months has been to think about how to make a safer space, and how to make a situation where the people with lion and sun flags can also feel that they can come there and to avoid conflict. Because we should be honest: Lots of the people with this flag are kids who were born into the revolution, their parents fled the country and they only know part of the history. For many, the flag does not even represent the Pahlavi dynasty – they just use it. And we need to make it possible to get in contact with each other and speak, because our division is one of the things the Islamic Republic is also nurturing itself from. But, all in all, it doesn’t matter how much we try to make this room. As long as the other communities don’t try to critically engage themselves with themselves, it does not bring us anywhere. Because up until now, Reza Pahlavi did not say, “Okay, my father was not the best person on the planet, these things happened and I will try to fix them.” You know, they never take any stand on what has happened, and that’s not how you get minorities behind you.
Anahita: I think the solution for us is to realise that if we want to do a revolution, we have to have a revolution for ourselves. We have to make this revolution internally, and then we have to put ourselves outside of our comfort zone and seek change. And that’s why I have a problem with the monarchy, because if you want to change something, you cannot stick to what you have – you have to give birth to something new. And as long as you stick to what was, you cannot do it. And for me, I think, a solution is to realise that each of us – almost all the Iranians raised in the Islamic Republic – have to accept that we have the Islamic Republic kind of pattern of thinking inside ourselves, and then we can go through it. Then we can criticise ourselves and ask ourselves, “This pattern in which I’m thinking right now – is it my own, or is it what I was given during this life I had?” Not criticising ourselves to feel guilty about it, but to just understand this brainwashing and how we can go further and understand what is going on.
So I believe that this revolution has to take place within each person, even me. When I’m sitting here and talking, I have to be open about where this kind of reactionist thinking is coming from. Because now, to be honest, all of us are in a situation that we have like this glass and we can see each other’s scars. They are open and they are bleeding. I believe everybody needs to educate themselves. As for me, I learned a lot during these 100 days. It has been like a compact lesson of history, but in a practical way which helps us also to understand that that was exactly what the Islamic Republic wanted from us: to separate from each other, to not know what the Baluch language is, or where the Baluch people come from, for example, or what is their culture. This separation happened for years and years, also in our jokes. People were against each other. And now, what really pisses me off is that people outside, in the diaspora, have the freedom to talk about the situation, to be the voice of the voiceless. But they don’t – they are not their voice. We don’t need the monarchy, we don’t need anybody to rule us. So I think it’s a betrayal to use this voice and to not listen to the people.